After All

After all these years,
     after all the tears,
          why do I still long for you?

After all the pain,
     left out in the rain,
          why do I still think of you?

After my soul ached,
     after the heart break,
          why do I still love you?

After all the notes,
     and poems I wrote,
         why do I still not know

why?

After all these years...